Merry Christmas Everyone

HO HO HO..Its a Christmas again..New Year just around the corner..Do u have a new resolution for upcoming year??Hahaha..I can't remember mine and I still believe that I havent fulfill my wish for the last year..ermmm that is me..Nothing so much to do on Christmas..My housemates went for a picnic at Sg Congkak..Me alone at home watched CDs plus doing my assignment..sadly cannot finished the job cos I left all the journals at the office..heh..at least 30% done..

OK..OK..my appraisal not bad..the best part they want to increase my salary starting new year plus more work to do..they said that I'm doing well for year 2008 and this is the time to pass me a new assignment which is for me seriously I have to work hard hard and hard..What I know they wants me to work with a group of Specialist around Malaysia and set up a database for chronic patient in cardiovascular..I am a coordinator of this project and I have to liase with these peoples whereby I have to report any chronic cases to Specialist and do the progress report to my Boss..ermm..interesting but it is not easy to work with the Specialist guys..

My business discussion seems to be good..the managers of the company are good and cooperative..hopefully this task I can perform well and gain lots of information..

I dunno why I am so excited and excited today..holiday for 3 days and I'm gonna use this time to study all the journals and complete the report asap..no more brainstorm..hahaha..

Merry Christmas everyone..we have a party at the Office on Wednesday..we have Norwegian Luncheon..means we have Norway's Lunch Style cos my Boss just came back from Norway and she promised us to cook Norwegian dish for all of us..Thanks a lot..xoxosephiiroth

I'm OFF DAY

Got 1 day OFF on tuesday..woke up late around 830am..at first been planning to go for basketball at UM but thinking that I dun get enough sleep on the nite before..so better continue to sleep..zzz

My schedule of the day will be sending my baby MyVi for service 10000km in Keramat..later went to Carrefour, Midvalley to buy sumthing to cook..ermmmm semangat benar nak masak..well i'm alone at home..so cooking for only me is easy rather that to cook for all the housemate..malu la kalu x sedap..hehehe

I hate myself for not making an appoinment before I went to the Perodua..shutss so many people and guess what my turn would be at 4 o'c lock..the girl adviced me to leave my car and come back at 4 or 5 pm..ermmm not a good idea dohhh..i'm planning to go to Carrefour..frustrated and even more when i'l know that they having a problem with credit card machine..i dun have a cash and need to call Akma to help me transfer the money to my debit card Maybank..

I made a decision to service my car on the next day..luckily I have to work outside on Wednesday after Unit Meeting and appraisal interview for my performance in CRC..So I went to Midvalley straigt away with hope that not many people on the weekdays..I'm arrived around 12pm and all the parking already full with lots of cars..What the heck??Why so many people on weekdays?Are they still shopping for Cristmas?Goshhh...took me half an hour just to find a parking..

Well you know my feeling is not OK with what had happened since morning..my plan is not working..I went to GSC just to look at the new movies and suddenly I realized that I havent watch "Twilight"..I read the book and that is why I really want to watch the movie..Unfortunately again, no more seats for me.. its not a good day larr..because I'm already in line, so have to buy lorr any movie..I choose IP MAN...great great story about the legend in Kung Fu..no regret watching the movie alone and the only malay in the cinema..hahaha

After movie, I've decided to go home cos my stomach starting to play a music..I havent ate anything since morning...bought some bread and just drove back to home..wacth TV and continue sleep..hehe

xoxo
sephiiroth

D-day

I was assigned to handle a marketing research for medical devices for my 2009 planning research project ..Today is d-day when I have a meeting with 2 big pharmaceutical companies..one is Microlife,USA and another one is B Braun, Penang..

So just wish me luck in dealing the business with them..I am preparing myself with a lil bit of information that have been given to me from their manager..even I'm not really understand the technical and mechanical term of that machine..as long as it has been validate by international board..tht means it save to be used by my patients..

Hope everything goes well..

Chaiyooooo...

congratulation to my partner team Mr Tang for his wedding..he just came back from honeymoon trip to Tokyo and Osaka..he bought me a "chopstik"..thanks a lot man..anyway he is the only male pharmacist in my group..so he is no longer eligible for the girls in the group..Vatsala also ot married last August..now left me and Li Ching who are still single and available..hahaha

xoxo
sephiiroth

Friday--the end of the week..

Ermm..feeling good this morning..just now have a talk to Project Manager who can't speak malay..as usual whenever I think that I am not capable to handle sumthing..he will be the best person to refer..sumtime he's good..his word always encourage me to be a better employee..that is why I like the enviroment of my working place..even I'm working in the goverment sector, but the way we work is totally different..we are really multi racial community..almost 30 peoples in my office are single..not married yet, so our lifestyle is really fun..we will have a chat and drink after work..sumtime a dinner together for any celebration..I'm not sure for any part of goverment sector will be like us..I think that is the reason why we have a quality in work because we work like hell...seriousssss..fun laterrrr..

Erm what to do on weekend..as usual read the journal, do the short report,tido, makan, jalan2 shopping kat Midvalley,OU or KLCC..playing basketball with Hui Nee,swimming at Hillpark is a good idea,pegi pasar malam on saturday..no movies on weekend please..expensive and too crowd..what else..give me an idea how am I going to spend on weekend..

Forgot la..I'm working on Saturday..having a CORFIS camp for the patients in Puchong..ermmm already burn my 1 day..so left Sunday..what to do..makan tido je la..then do the short report K! Oh ya..i have a meeting with Lisa from Microlife company on Monday for high blood pressure thingy..so I better prepare the necessary...

xoxo
sephiiroth

The End of Everything...

Hahaha...my 3 days nightmare workshop at UMMC came to the end..during the last day, my heart can't stop beating every time I looked at the Prof Karel GM Moons face..like my friend said..He was a good looking Prof with the age of 41 years old..I admired him so much..Stop thinking bout him..I had learned a lots from him..according to the Doctors I have met, they said that this workshop was so tough..you can imagined how my feeling during the 3 days course..I got the opportunity to shake hand with him and have a last word..He amazed with us for being so young in the class and eager to learn..more than the Doctor itself..well you know how malaysian doctors nowadays..they wont spend 3 days for the kind of workshop..

I'm back to the office today with the feeling of-not-to go..of course u did ur job is like not-to-do but have-to..xkan nk makan gaji buta..i'm not tht kind of person..tonite having a lepak with UM's fren..been planning to watch movie "Histeria"..Goshh..hate them so much for choosing a movie which it would not helps me to release my tension and pressure at work..life became so depressed lately with too many things to submit before 31st December..

Forget about it..get rid of this malas feeling when u think so much not-to -do with the keterpaksaan..i hate myself for thinking so much about sumthing..cannot help myself to make it simple rather that make it so difficult..at the end..i gave up..haiyooo..change laaaa..

Whatever it is..life has to go on whether you like it or not..appreciate what you have and not to be demanding person..nothing can be perfect rite..be who you are..pray for your future..hopefully the good opportunity will always at your side..

I want to enjoy tonite even dun have enough money to spend for Crishtmas' end year shopping..I bought Emporium Armani perfume..dunno why when it comes to Christmas..perfume will be the things to buy..waiting for my bonuses..want to shopping..shopping..shopping...

xoxo
sephiiroth

Prognostic Research Workshop UMMC -Day 1

I've never felt so nervous during attending any coursework except for this..I blamed myself for trying to learn sumthing which is beyond my expectation..seriously I've been thinking back on the first lecture this morning..such a nightmare..goshhh..shutsss..i'm so nervous...

However, I am really impressed and totally love the speakers from Julius Centre, Netherland..they are really superb professor..they taught and gave such a brilliant description about the prognostic research as I have no idea what it is all about..unfortunately its not a basic knowledge of epidemiology and biostatistic that they are looking at..but it is more to the DOCTOR's experience handling patients in their primary routine care..Of course as Research Officer, I'm only the follower of this people so called a DOCTOR..what more can i say..this workshop is beyond my capable to explain the situation..the diseases..the drugs..the treatments..the time frames for patients to survive and die..bravo to all the doctors in malaysia who has determination to sacrifice and make me understand why the DOCTOR is willing to do the research which may take 10 years to end..do you know that all this research is for our community even it may take longer to get the result, at the end there is a lot of thing we can find and discover..in other word helping the community to achieve a high standard of living and give them the best health care would be the best achievement for me and the doctor.. this is ME..this is my job..to improve patient's outcome..

Back to the speaker..the first one Prof Yolanda van der Graaf..quite interesting about her topic..introduction to prognostic research..how to design the research..giving a few examples which helps me to understanding better..so rating for her OK la bout the presentation..not so many things I have learn..hehehe

Come to this second person who makes my heart beats so fast and fast..Prof Karel GM Moons..
he is so good looking..nice guy..the most important very energetic..using such a beautiful word to describe sumthing..i likes him for saying"My lady at the back..may i have your answer please to this question?" and if u could answer that , he will said "Thank you..brilliant and beautiful answer"... Every problem will be given a clear, simple and understanding solution..one thing i dun like bout him..if u asked a question, he will asked u back..mmmm..tht's the way he tried to catch ur attention..

BUT..his topic is more to statistic things which is I dun really like the course..i dun like the numbers..to predict how many peoples will die in 5 years in come by calculating the propability with the complicated formula and method..arghhhhh most of the time i will surrender and pretend like i know the answer but the fact is none of them i can find the way..it so frustrated and down feeling in your heart when u know u can't answer the question..u hated urself for being such a stupid person in the lecture room..

I'm having another 2 days course work with them..of course 2 days with Prof Moons..he will talk about linear regression and the principles of biostatistics in short and long term..he warned us today to be prepare on tomorrow's topic which a nighmare for me...dushhhh...heart attack..

I'm having an interview with SPA tomorrow..hopefully I can do the best..I want to concentrate on my life for now..no more "main-main"..serious..but I think i'm already serious in my job especially working with the skema peoples in Hospital KL..hahaha..

Nite

xoxo
sephiiroth

~I'm back to college~

I'm having so many things to read and study..remember all those day struggling for my final exam a year ago..now i'm here at the office on Friday 640pm..preparing myself with knowledge of biochemistry lab test in hospital plus epidemiology and biostatistic subjects..

Oh no..luckily tomorrow is weekend..at least I have enough time(hopefully) to prepare myself for SPA interview session (Science Officer) and Prognostic Research Workshop at UMMC.I dun have any idea what will be present during the workshop..all the Doctors are participate..I am sure only CRC's staff the only participants which are not a doctor..Well..a bit happy..to meet the Doctors..hehehe:)

Now back to the interview..what is the job description for Sc Officer (life chemistry)..what i know is sumthing to do with BLOOD..blood test..lipid profile..HIV..glucose test..creatinine..maybe..betull laaaa..x tipu..Ok got to study..no more time to write..bla bla..Hopefully i did a good performance...

xoxo
sephiiroth

ME??a blogger

Congratulation..I did it..hahaha..please dear dun laught at me..
ME..a blogger..nonsence?ridiculous?unbelievable..
girls believe me..i'm a blogger starting on 11th December 2008..

Thanks to the workload been given to me at the end of this year..
Make me so tense..I need to express the feeling in my heart..
And blog is the best way to say whatever you want rite??

Again, thanks to my friends dyana, lisa,datull..
Their blogs are superb and I enjoyed read their blog..
So I've decided to have one..at least people around me can view
and give their comments..and it helps me..helps me to be a better person

Can't wait to write down a story about myself..
Its all about my life, my way and my future..

xoxo
sephiiroth